I'm grinding my teeth here. The girl on Y!JAuctions with the Zuzu Papi? I wrote to Celga and they left a message for her. She have been re-listing it twice since then(going for three in two hours) FOR THE SAME 38.000 YEN!!! Still no bids. Why wont she just get that she wont be able to sell it for that much!?

Would it be rude to have Celga ask a seller on Y!Jauctions to lower their price?
It's about that Zuzu delf Papi. It's currently on it's second re-listing, auction ending soon and with no bids. They're still trying to auction it off on a starting bid of 38,000yen. It really bugs me 'cause I'd be all over it if she just lowered the price, so I wouldn't have to pay a ridiculous overprice.
If she re-lists it again NOT lowering the price, I'll ask Celga if they can possibly write her a short, clear and polite message.


I never gave an update on my eyes. Short story is, it turned out to be something called eye-migraine. It's a common thing and doctors can't do anything about it. It can be caused by anything and everything. So basically, I have to live with it.
Last night however, I got it again right before work ended. It lasted the rest of the night. Nearly three hours and during the last hour before I went to sleep I got a really bad headache. I ended up crying because of the pain and just being annoyed with not being able to see anything.
I really don't hope it's going to be like that every time. My mum knows a girl who's got a really bad case of eye-migraine. She completely looses sight, she gets horrible headaches and she sometimes get seizures. She gets medicine for the pain and that's it.


And I'm going to see Rammstein next year. WOOHOOOOO!!! X3

*Start paying layaway for new doll.

*Get Thanh new receipt and then medicine. (waiting for change of doctor to be approved)

*Buy extras and candy for MLP Halloween Swap.

*Buy Remove-Zit and clean ponies for MLP Halloween Swap.

*Pick up dolls at the post office. (waiting for customs to release them)

*Pick up RC Zodiac. (store wont receive it until next week)

*Finish gift art.

*Buy christmas (and birthday) gifts. (Is it to early to start?? I just prefer to be out early and get it over with so I can relax and enjoy December)

Now, I really want a Zuzu Delf Papi - the Pilot and there's one up on Y!Japan auctions right now. Problem is.. it goes for 412$. That's more than 100$ the original price. It's without transportation and fees I'd have to pay. It's more than what it would've cost me had I bought it from Luts including the customs fee I'd be forced to pay.

Why do people have to add so much to the price of an aging toy >.<

New layout!!! (in need of Rammstein icons..)

For months I've been able to stay away from all the Japanese clothing labels (Meta, IW, Putumayo etc.), but then I just HAD to visit them last night thinking "I'll just get up to date with what's out and such" and then I fell in love with this. Damn!


~List?~
A new couch
Cabins for the living room
Curtains

Royal Copenhagen Zodiacs by Christel (Scorpio, Taurus, Aries, Pisces)

A doll for Keiko
Eyes, wigs and shoes for those dolls in need
Acrylic paint
Doll hair
Remaining mlp's on wishlist (30+ 20+)
Needles (to re-hair mlp's)
Remove-zit, Magic Eraser (products made specially to clean plastic toys inc. mlp's)

Rocking Horse Boots (white)
High heeled Converse

Last volumes of Pita-ten
Last volume of Battle Royale
Two latest volumes of Ginga Densetsu Weed
Last volume of Under the Glassmoon (if it's even out yet oO') Not out and there's no sign of it even being in the making.


Is currently watching Dr. Phil. Two mothers are being executed for supporting their young boys (8year-old) in their wish for being girls. Why can't people stop being so narrow minded and just let people (and kids) be who they feel they are? It's a free world ain't it?

Let me quote my eye doctors secretary "If you should experience this again before our settled appointment, call us immediately, on the day, and we will set up a new appointment for you much sooner."

Yesterday it happened again. I had just got out of bed, ate breakfast, showered and washed the dishes when I sat down and realised my vision was blurry. I couldn't read the words on the magazine right in front of me (which I usually can at that distance) unless I focused hard on one letter at a time, spelling out the words. That's what my eye (right one) does. I don't wear contacts or glasses normally so I obviously don't know, but I can only compare it to my imagination of a contact lense "moved out of place" if that makes sense? It's only the middle of my vision (on right eye) that gets blurry. The vision outside the focused area is as usual. Blurry yes, but no more blurry than usual.

Anyway, I looked at the time 'cause the secretary had told me to keep track of how long it went on as I was unsure about the ten min. (give or take) last times episode had lasted. After about ten min. I checked my right eye to see if it was wearing off and was relieved to find it was. Until.. A voice in my head said "Oh almost forgot to check the other eye, just to compare." I then realized that the right was perfectly fine again and what made it seem like it was still a bit blurry was the annoying fact that the left eye was now suffering an almost blind horizontal bottom.

Noticed when you eat, you can just barely sense your hand holding the fork/spoon/whatever by you mouth? When I closed my right eye I couldn't even sense the bowl in my lap. Quite annoying you know suddenly, unable to rely on one eye only, having to face your food every time you dig in for more.
It wore off after about five-seven min.

I did not call the doctor again and will not either and it would be nice if everyone would just settle with the lame excuse my brain is satisfied with, "I'm not interrupting my vacation for this when I already got an appointment mid-August.."


I didn't mean to make such a long entry just about my eyes, but I guess I got carried away.

So I cry more doing movies and I can no longer watch horror movies without having someone with me. I've turned into a wuss, but that doesn't bother me.

What bothers me is GOING TO THE DOCTOR TOMORROW! I feel SO nauseous and it's not because I'm scared, it's just because I don't like going.

..but will love you again tomorrow.

As bad as I am saving money, I'll try to get a bunch of things first and just hide a bit of money every now and then and when I have those things I'll put all my money aside from then on. Hopefully with all those things in my possession I wont run around throwing my money out the window.
Sure new things may very well show up on the way, I know that, but I'll deal with it when that happen.

~List?~
A new couch
Cabins for the living room

A doll for Keiko
Eyes, wigs and shoes for those dolls in need
Acrylic paint
Doll hair
Remaining mlp's on wishlist (30+)
Needles (to re-hair mlp's)
Remove-zit, Magic Eraser (products made specially to clean plastic toys inc. mlp's)

A few manga's I've never bought;
Last volumes of Pita-ten
Last volume of Battle Royale
Two latest volumes of Ginga Densetsu Weed
Last volume of Under the Glassmoon (if it's even out yet oO')



I most likely forgot something..